you feel wonderful all over sometimes~
u know hummingbirds need sugar to live :o!!!! Thats why theyre so fast theyre always sugar highed up ~_~
(We are human. Fucked up shit happens in our heads. but its usually all in there. We lose in touch with our “atman” basically our conscious(but more of like idk that energy u feel within). We are capable of mutability shunning real feelings out. overcoming this “atman” with some kind of ego even for just a little bit(emotions are strong) Its probably happened to all of us and it doesnt help much since its straight enemy of the truth inside. Know who you want to be. What you want. Stay true to your conscious/ other people have them too!!! Practice this everyday because you can never be perfect and the demon is always within us all. Thats just for me and it helps. I love being human!!! I feel as if the worlds mine well OURS and I just wanna share the glory I feel. We are all really so alike. Its insane how down to the core we can relate so much. Ex.(kinda, i suck at examples) i sometimes feel alone but who doesnt. As “eyedea and abilities” says “Im lonely but everyones lonely so atleast im not alone” Idk writing poetry also helps me. I write about how i see the bad and the good in things and how good always improves. Coming out stronger. yin&yang. The is no good without evil.)<—- everyday life shit. (not referring anything to you Thai well kinda since it applies to any human but now i am) I had myself when we got together lost myself when we were together and for half of our relationship I felt so numb and it only brought u down I mean it wasnt straight bad like it sounds I still had this love inside me so I still cared a ton. It was just covered by me not being true to myself and understanding. Even when i felt everynight like the biggest jerk in the world and would cry and be so scared because i wasnt giving my girlfriend a real boyfriend heh.. now im crying nothing wrong with that tho.. But even in all that darkness when i had no clue how to help. I took that little courage i had left of love for you and went and found what makes me who i am again. You’re that EXTRA spark that keeps me moving. To be happy with who I am before i could share it with you again. Thailese, without you i will keep moving up never descending because you never make mistakes just learn from them(haha i feel like i stole that from that movie “this is war” I think its called. Ill see you soon my Persian Princess. Sorry i went from like a way of life to talking about this amazing woman who is one huge bundle of love. Agh the thought of her attitude just oskdfjklscvnjnreifjnedrgdjfgn AMAZING. Theyre both dear to my heart.
Geez i guess if i planned to write a paragraph this big at 5 am i wouldve used all them Bolds and italics all the cool features tumblr provides. Still a tumblenoob.
In celebration of Charles Schulz…
Hey there cutie. You gonna grace the world tomorrow with that pretty face or am I going to have to wake you up with my calls to help everyone out. I promise ill make it like 10 0 clock or something I know you do love your sleep. 10 o clock means about 8 o clock here. You ever fell asleep and it feels like u didnt even sleep? thats what happened to me slept for like 2 hours “apparently” maybe a little longer but I went outside smoked came in and got on the computer and the badass staff made me coffee. I got asked if I wanted bold or regular (I thought it was reffering to taste but I quickly learned BOLD is stronger caffeine) I got BOLD x) i dont plan on sleeping anymore, too hard. Anyway I could go on but I really wanted to tell you how cool it was too know im about idk uhh 3-4 states away?? As soon as I heard your voice and we got talking… I realised these miles away didnt have much on us. Just like I was right there. Love you babe.